Laura

Oliver, Your arrival changed my world. I waited for you for nine long, beautiful, and difficult months, and today marks nine months since I lost you, only to find you again. I watched you be reborn like a phoenix, the one who rises from its ashes and transforms into a being stronger, greater, and more beautiful. The Beautiful Wait Proud Mom The day we said goodbye to your brothers to go to the hospital to welcome you It was October 2nd when the pregnancy test came back positive. We had been...

This entry is about losses. No romanticizing. Just the raw truth. Losing something hurts. It hurts because it's over. It hurts because it will no longer be. We have talked at length about everything we lost in that accident on April 17, 2025. First, there was the loss of his health, which resulted in Oliver's disability. But before that, we had to face the imminent loss of his life, saying goodbye to our little boy. And for that, words cannot express our feelings. We missed the opportunity to...

What makes a child “special”? Aren’t all children special to their mothers? Before the accident, I already felt proud to have special children. The twins are special because they’re so different and yet so similar. They’re opposites that complete each other. Their companionship, their way of teaching us to see life through the eyes of a child again — that makes them special. And Oliver was special because he was the middle point, the “balance” of our family. Since the day he was born, there...