Laura

This entry is about losses. No romanticizing. Just the raw truth. Losing something hurts. It hurts because it's over. It hurts because it will no longer be. We have talked at length about everything we lost in that accident on April 17, 2025. First, there was the loss of his health, which resulted in Oliver's disability. But before that, we had to face the imminent loss of his life, saying goodbye to our little boy. And for that, words cannot express our feelings. We missed the opportunity to...

What makes a child “special”? Aren’t all children special to their mothers? Before the accident, I already felt proud to have special children. The twins are special because they’re so different and yet so similar. They’re opposites that complete each other. Their companionship, their way of teaching us to see life through the eyes of a child again — that makes them special. And Oliver was special because he was the middle point, the “balance” of our family. Since the day he was born, there...

I miss my son. I miss that Oliver who ran all over the house with his little steps and shouted “ma ma” all day. I miss seeing him sleep...